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I'm Alive!!!

Fri Feb 15, 2008, 1:33 PM
  • Mood: On Strike
  • Listening to: The clock ticking
  • Reading: Emails
  • Watching: The computer screen
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee what else.
Ok here it is. The update, our computer at the house took a giant shit. So I'm having to use the public library which sucks ass because it's about 20 miles from my damn house. But just to let everyone know I'm ok for the most part. I've had a few bad weeks lately... for one I found out Superbowl Suday that one of my brothers shot himself in the head. Chad was one of my running buddies in the Army, we were very close, I had to find out from my brother Roman. Chad passed away on Moday morning 4 Feb 08. He is greatly missed. Also to add to my mental instabilities I had to inform he's ex-girlfriend which he was going to marry at one put in time. So basically I crashed mentally for about a week. But I'm dealing with it. Anyway I finally got my truck new tires all the way around some nice wrangler all terrian's. She looks kick ass. To everyone who's sent me messages thank you for asking if I'm ok. I miss everyone greatly it feels as if a part of my life is incomplete not begin able to talk to everyone. You know who your are CamoBulldog, an Trickster4ever. I miss you all alot. Thanks to everyone who let me know the Widerstehen is Alive!!!! Yeah that's totally good new's. Well my times almost up so I've got to go. I hope to hear back from you all and I'll try to stay in touch as best as possible until we can get the computer at the house fixxed. Also you can drop my a line at j.k72@hotmail, I can check that one with my phone. Take care and I'll be talking to you soon.

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Glad to see you're still doing well. I'm sorry to hear about your friend, I lost a friend of mine as well, so I know the pain.

What happened to your computer, maybe I can help?

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We live like vampires and love like killers.
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I put the "ass" in "classy".
Omg. I was wondering what happened to you. *was thinking the worst*
I'm sorry about your friend. :( I hoped the new year would bring some happiness.

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Ich Bin Ein Schuler... Holt Mich Hier Raus!!
Wow.. I can't believe everything that's happening around you. :) But, hey, a turning point must be coming soon. ;)

Hope you're doing better, and I shall send you an e-mail. ;)

-Trickster.

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I weep to have what I fear to lose.
Ouch... Bad luck with the P.C. and I do not know what to say for the friend.. Sorry seems not enough, so if you need to talk, note me. I am getting online whenever I can.

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Bog je govoril skozi svojo vest, kat Jaz... Zavpijem ciljajte in ustrelite! Krvni davek postane višji! Smrtno kruljenje! Zavpijte, namerite, ustrelite!!
:glomp: So good to hear that you are okay, and so sorry to hear about your buddy dying..I can honestly say that I know how you feel...yesterday was a year...but anyway sweety, take care of yourself, and I hope you come back soon! :blowkiss:

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:flagus: Being a bulldog isn't the easiest thing on earth...especially when you have cheerleaders running around behind you, pulling your tail! :flagus:
Life is a complicated mess but if it wasn't so messy then we wouldn't be what and who we are. Always sad to find out about the loss of a brother, only thing closer to me then my family is my country and those who served her well. Having stared death in the face and not shown fear I can truly say it is one hell of a unnerving moment but we get up and go on, it takes time but we can only travel in one direction. It is cruel to leave those behind who care but sometimes there is only one step to take before were broken some can be repaired and others cannot. May the memories of those lost live on forever in the eternity of human spirit and tenacity... as well as some good ol' fashion moxie.

sorry for the rant, my drunkenness probably didn't help much.
PS: death is just the beginning of a greater meaning be it metaphysical or giving back to the earth to start life anew and no matter what the physical suffering for those gone has ended.

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Walking the path of the exile.
Thank you actually somehow we managed a huge as bill ontop of the computer crapping out. Right now the computer is fixed working on the bill next.

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I answer to know one.

:flagus: OIF 04-05 :flagus:
JMK
Actually your rant makes sense. Thanks

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I answer to know one.

:flagus: OIF 04-05 :flagus:
JMK
Thanks for you kind words. Hey I found a library closer to my house that has computers. So hopefully I'll be able to check my msgs more.

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I answer to know one.

:flagus: OIF 04-05 :flagus:
JMK

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